Thursday, July 22, 2010

stonewalls in chilmark


structure is what makes a lasting impression to me, structure as the architecture within a nature that is forever entropic. the stone walls of new england are part tale from the clearing of pasture fields, part evidence of glacial fields, part evidence of humans building, rebuilding and marking the landscape. they create boundaries and lines that simultaneously separate and join, keep in and keep out, remain and crumble. the moss and lichen, the tiny red bugs, the poison ivy that colonizes and flourishes in the salty island air- this is where I am in the early weeks of July finding shady spots and walking the sandy trails to come across walls and to draw as a way of studying and being with the subject of my interest. my interest? barry schwabsky, my advisor, makes me probe deeper into what might casually be names "interests." since my paraphrase will only compromise his point, i quote:
.... remember {about studying my sources} that this does not mean one should try to define oneself or one's sources in advance--it really does mean that you only find them out at the end (if you are lucky). Another way to put it: Even though in a broad sense you know what interests you, you maybe don't exactly know what it is in what interests that interests you. (If that sounds confusing, you're right.) And you still have to work out how that becomes matter for art rather than subject matter to be illustrated.
I wish I could remember who it was who said, "The origin is the goal."

Friday, July 16, 2010

where the land and sea meet

rocky beach at seven gates farm
No special equipment is necessary for sketching other than my eye, hand, a pen and a compact, sturdy book of blank pages to record almost anywhere and any time. I record thoughts as they arise or draw from direct observation and from imagination. There is no prescribed form or model for these scribbles and they are not intended for public display but in spite of or because of this they often speak a spontaneity and reveal a directness and relationship to my sources of inspiration which is vital.
So I have gone back to drawing through this summer as a continuous means of allowing all the ebbs and flows of circumstances to reveal the journey to me only retrospect. It is a way to be on the journey and be in the place and be imagining juxtapositions without another voice sabotaging the opportunity for breaking into a new place. My process of making art continues to be a subject as well as a means for my work.

Friday, July 2, 2010

painting feet

we are in the land of lakes in where northern wisconsin meets michigan's upper penisula. it is hot summer and the whipporwill serenades our suppers on the porch. the nights are dark and quiet. the days we find the space to watch the wanderings of the bald eagle, catch the resting turtle on the log, row slowly through lilies, and walk long sandy roads with the light fear of the brown bear looming in the thicket. we paint with what we have here. the light paints the water and the reflections layer the light. the forest and the lakes seem to barely nod at human interference as the ecology of a day's cycle slips hour to hour regardless of our doings.
we paint feet. why not. we trace and track our way. the ants leave a marching track. the slugs loop back on themselves leaving spirals and unconcerned paths of least resistence.
the fish wave their fins over their eggs to protect them. slippery gelatinous egg sacks impossible to hold in your hand, impossible to capture in the way we so impulsively feel the need to do.
alongshore and resting back in the boat slip. fish tails for dinner.
looking for the residue of events

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Week Nineteen

they say in times of transition you put one foot in front of the other not knowing what exactly lies ahead but knowing that change and movement are relentless forces. my work has been nothing great lately. just progressing along and seeing the looming residency #2 quickly approaching. "it is wrong until it is right"
-chuck close on painting